Sunday, July 31, 2005

that's just the way it is, some things will never change

Well I think the pressure is officially on. Had brunch with my Ma this morning and my godchild and her mother came over. She's 7 months old now and so damn cute. Anyway as they were leaving my Ma says "it's about time you started having kids so that I can start handing things down" geeeeeeeezzzz here we go....

I've been thinking about my grandparents recently. They've all passed on and I'm sad I never had a close relationship with them. It would have been nice but it's just circumstance and how my family is. For example, it's my Ma's birthday soon and her sister sent her a card which has arrived early. Nice of her to send a card except that on the inside of the card it just has my aunt and uncle's names. No Dear Ma or just Ma, no Love From or anything. Just their names and the printed greeting. I don't get that. It's nice of them to send a card but it's just so impersonal from your own family. maybe it's just me. Maybe I've seen too many cheesy hollywood movies but I've never had any sort of relationship with my grandparents other than the obigitory annual events but other than that we had no interaction and never formed a close bond.

It really saddened me at my Granny's funeral when my cousins spoke of the fairy dresses and things that my Granny had made for them and the fun times at the house. I never had that. We were relegated off to the beach for the day 20 minutes after arriving. I remember feeling uneasy during my trips there because I just didn't know how I should be acting and there was just a vibe. I was thinking about my garden and one thing that my Granny and I share is gardening. I would have loved to potter about their glorious orchard and vegie plot with her, tending to the flowers. We both love books and could have shared that too. My Pop is the one I think of as the nice one. I don't mean that in an unkind way but he always made the effort with me and my bro. He was interested in us and took the time. Of course he was the first to go and I didn't get to go to his funeral as I was overseas on my adventure at the time. I have things from both of them that are treasures to me and in a way represent the relationships we never had. I've now got somethihg from my Ma's parents hence her comment about kids as she's giving me something of theirs.

The thing that I don't like about the comment about having kids isn't so much the having kids part but the fact that I'm so lonely and can't seem to find a good guy and when she comments on that it just reminds me that I'm alone and not about to have an immaculate conception. I don't particularly want to be a single parent and you kinda gotta have sperm to make babies... So it's like she's hassling me to find a guy and fuck doesn't she realise it's hard enough. I wouldn't mind if I was in a relationship already and she was hassling me for kids, well no I would mind cuz I don't like being hassled but it wouldn't sting as much.

I'm eating Christmas in July cake. The real Chrismas is just around the corner! It's scary to think that we're already 8 months into the year tomorrow. is time really speeding up? I just feel like I've gotten nowhere in the last 8 months. Same old shit for one more year. I'm not about to go and talk myself round in circles today, I'm just not in the mood. Back to work tomorrow ugh! Gonna go chill out while I still can.

now playing: the radio [very cool song I haven't heard for a while - Seal - Crazy. Listen to it if you can. Great lyrics.]
still reading: Triple - Ken Follett [I have read this one before. I thought it was a new one for me, oh well, tis still good]

Friday, July 29, 2005

Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today

Had my nail refill and dinner with K8 again last night and of course
we got into some cool conversations. Coupla things to share and to think
about:

We were talking about her Dad who I think is a bit too interested in
his daughters life and is a tad meddlesome. She asked me if I am a
Mummy's girl or a Daddy's girl. I really had to think about it and I don't
think I'm either. I love my parents equally and I can't really put
myself in either category. A daddy's girl is typically defined as a girl who can
control her father to get what she wants and I'm not really like that with
either parent. Even growing up I was never the type to wrap someone
around my little finger to get what I want. heheh when I think about it,
my approach to getting something I wanted was to either rant and rave or
sulk. I spent a day saying I'm bored over and over and over and over again when I was grounded. Me... make a point?? what gave you that idea. But if that didn't produce results I'd build a bridge and get over it relatively quickly. It was an interesting question and one I really had to put some thought into. She's definately a Daddy's girl for the record.

I almost feel guilty for not being one or the other but I think that
just stems from my feeling that I'm a disappointment to my parents. I
know that I'm not because I've spoken to them about it but it's just the
way that *I* feel. I think I could have been a better daughter and still
think that. I regret the way I treated my parents during puberty but at
the time every little thing was so important and worth fighting about.
When I look back now I can see how inconsequential most things were in
the big picture and I wonder about the impact of all of that on my
parents marriage. I guess I have a guilty fear that I contributed to the
divorce. [they divorced when I was 17] I know that that is silly as the
marriage was between my parents, not me and my parents but I can't help
but wonder if some of the things that I've done haven't helped build the
rift between them because they fought about me quite a bit. They're friends
now and we've started having Christmas together again in the last couple of years.

I often feel that I don't see my parents enough and don't do the good daughterly
things that I should be doing [not that I really know exactly what they
are - it's just the concept of the good daughter] I'm 30 years old and
I'm not married and popping out grandkids for them. They're not as
involved in my life as I know at least my Mum would like to be but that's
just who I am, a relatively private person even with my parents. heheh
that also stems from doing bad things and not wanting them to know but
let's not go there just now. I dunno... I guess it's not too late to
start being more... more of a good daughter? Letting them be more involved
in my life? More communicative? I don't really know what I require of
myself to feel like less of a disappointment. Think I'll need to ponder
that a little further.

Another neato topic of conversation stems from a judgemental
observation I made yesterday. As I was waiting for my nail appt I spied an short,
squat, unfortunate looking woman standing outside waiting. She was no
Angelina and just as I was thinking "She's got a face that only a mother
could love" out of the shop comes a guy who goes up to her and plants a
big smooch on her lips and off they walk arms around eachother. I can
only assume that this was her partner [could be cousins who knows] which
lead me to thinking about ugly people. Now I don't claim to be a
stunning beauty but I think I'm reasonably facially attractive. I'm being
judgemental here but this woman was not. How is it that crumpetface has
someone in her life but I don't? is it the inner beauty he sees, the ole
"Don't judge a book by it's cover"? Maybe that's my problem [apart from
being 20kgs overweight], pretty face but no inner beauty. It makes me
wonder how much of my inner darkness shows through. I'm usually a pretty
sunny person on the outside but maybe people can see though that.

It could just be that I haven't found the right guy to click with and
this makes me think that there is a someone for everyone out there but
the trick is finding them. Most of the unfortunate looking people I see
have a someone so where's mine? What the hell is wrong with me? Who knows, maybe there might be hope for me yet.

Mini cranky rant time - what is it with people changing out of the slow lane
into the fast lane when they're a) not turning right b) they're not
overtaking anyone as there's no one else on the road c) doing at least
20kms UNDER the speed limit and d) not using their indicator [don't worry
pal I'll just consult the crystal ball]. In the past 2 days 6 people
have pulled out in front of me [I do own the fast lane just in case
there were any questions there] and then proceeded to whack on the brakes to go under the speed limit. Now I'm not an agressive driver but I've been
sorely tempted to ram these Magoo's off the fricken road! Keep left
unless overtaking bozos!

thanks to The Big Cheese I've discovered Jezabellez and her brother atoep and they've been added to my Daily Read list along with DucatiMike. I'm still trying to get over TBC's gargling baby gravy comment [oh the visuals, where do you come up with this gold?!] but I'll forgive him for sharing another 2 very funny blogs.

Well it's the end to a very busy and long week so natch I'm off to the pub for a few frosty beverages. Happy Friday!

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

what's green and red and goes 100km an hour?

What is the go with cuddling peoples babies? I didn't realise that cuddling every baby you see is a prerequisite for a woman. I was at a friends house and he made a snippy comment that has totally fucked me off. He's never been a kiddie person and his wife had a baby about 18 months ago [his third and her first- not that he sees his other sons but anyway]. His son was sitting on his lap and pointing at me as I was leaving and his comment to his son was "Yes, she's the one that doesn't cuddle you when she comes over" What the fuck? since when is it a requirement that his kid get a cuddle the minute I walk in the door? Since his son was born he's been pushing me to cuddle him and the more he pushes the more I want him to back the fuck off. Don't get me wrong I'm not anti-kid and I don't ignore his son but I don't get all clucky and googoo around him. I'm just not a clucky googoo kinda gal. Now my best friends kids are another story. I love mauling them and hassling them out but that's because these are kids that I love. I think that's what makes the difference. I just don't give a shit about this dude's kid and I wish he'd stop pretending to be father of the year.

Whenever anyone in this organisation has a baby they have to bring it in to show everyone. I don't get that either, do they think that everyone is baby mad? I spose it will be different when I have my own child but even so I'm not going to tout it around the town just because it's been born. Big deal, you had a baby! It's not like that's never happened before.....

okay baby ranting over now ;} I'm just cranky

1. Two antennas meet on a roof, fall in love and get married. The ceremony
wasn't much, but the reception was excellent.

2. Two hydrogen atoms walk into a bar. One says, 'I've lost my electron.'
The other says, 'Are you sure?' The first replies, 'Yes, I'm
positive...'

3. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, 'I'll serve you, but
don't start anything.'

4. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted.

5. A sandwich walks into a bar. The bartender says, 'Sorry we don't serve
food in here.'

6. A dyslexic man walks into a bra.

7. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says: 'A
beer please, and one for the road.'

8. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: 'Does this taste
funny to you?'

9. Two cows standing next to each other in a field, Daisy says to Dolly, 'I
was artificially inseminated this morning.' 'I don't believe you,' said
Dolly. 'It's true, no bull!' exclaimed Daisy.

10. An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to
look at either.

11. A man takes his Rottweiler to the vet and says, 'My dog's cross-eyed, is
there anything you can do for him?' 'Well,' says the vet, 'let's have a
look at him' So he picks the dog up and examines his eyes, then checks his teeth.
Finally, he says, 'I'm going to have to put him down.' 'What? Because
he's cross-eyed?' 'No, because he's really heavy.'

12. I went to buy some camouflage trousers the other day but I couldn't find
any.

13. I went to the butcher's the other day and I bet him 50 bucks that he
couldn't reach the meat off the top shelf. He said, 'No, the steaks are too
high.'

14. I went to a seafood disco last week... and pulled a mussel.

15. What do you call a fish with no eyes? A fsh.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

you can't see how it feels until you've felt the same

Woke up with a start thinking it was Monday this morning... gotta hate that.

Just wanted to share an interesting conversation I had last night. Topic of the evening - Orgasm Quotas. What if you're only given only so many orgasms in your life and then that's it? It came about because we were tallying up how many we'd had so far. I was third with approx 11680 and i was beaten by 10,000 by two boys!! I'm so impressed ;} we're such a bunch of wankers mwaahahahahaaaa

Found an interesting job elsewhere.. think I'm gonna apply and see what happens.

now playing: The Tea Party
still reading: Triple - Ken Follett

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Singing words that don't mean anything

I'm tiiiiired! Was allowed back to work today and had to wade through the 182 emails [I kid you not] and 43 helpdesk tasks ARGH! At least things went smoothly while I was gone, not like last time. There is a little 'soap opera' developing in my office with the resident introvert, Mrs Hollingsworth, and my fellow extrovert Slim. It sounds like a bit of hormones and misunderstanding but I got one side of the story before I packed up for the day and she won't be in tomorrow so I'm sure I'll hear the other side of the story tomorrow. It'll be interesting to see what she has to say because she's been a tad snappy with me as well. Not so much snappy but if I say white, she says black. It's no big deal to me and I can imagine she's a little preoccupied because she's coming up on the first anniversary of her mum's death but I'm keen to hear what she's got to say about Mrs Hollingsworth. I'm going to try and smoothe them both out because I can see both of their sides and I think they both just need to chill and talk TO eachother rather than AT eachother.

It's full moon tonight and it's just beaudyful. But of course when I went to take pix at twilight my battery was dead and 5 mins later it was dark so these shots just don't do it any justice. They just look neat. I'll try again tomorrow arvo.



Tried to get the spooky moon behind the trees thing below but didn't quite work.



I'll try and get them earlier tomorrow because it was just too dark by the time the battery charged to be able to take a few quick shots. It's too dark and the moon is too bright but it still looks neato bandito.

eyecamdy is resigning from the sc. too many work commitments. that sucks but not because I like him. the whole sc is fucked up and I wish other people on the committee would fuckin resign not him. He's one of the hard workers and it's just going to mean more work. I understand why he needs to do it and in a way it's the decent thing to do compared to the slackers who stay on the committee because it looks good on their merit promotion applications and do absolutely nothing. Shows the calibre of the man but fuck that sucks. Can't remember if I've mentioned that I've given up lusting after him. Well I can't help that but I'm not liking him 'like that' anymore. Consciously. I realise it's never going to go anywhere so I'm trying not to get myself hooked on him.

It's that old Oprah 'he's just not into me' thing. He's fun to play with and I think that's all it is, fun flirtations. So cool, I'm moving on. I'm not going to delude myself into thinking that there is a possibility of a relationship between us. I think that if he did like me that I would know about it so I'm not going to kid myself as much as I want to. It's nice to have something to distract myself from the loneliness but I don't want to hurt myself over him either because he is pretty spectacular. I'm just going to be realistic and rip the bandaid off while it doesn't hurt too much. Sad huh.

All of my favourite boys are leaving in one way or another. Mr Poos has been promoted and wont be my account manager, Paulie is going to another job, eyecamdy is resigning - who's next?

damn the full moon. I feel all moody and questioning. Just wish I had the answers. I could get into yesterdays post about moving again but the words ad nauseaum spring to mind. On a day like today I'm in a moving frame of mind so I'm going to go and do some job seeking just for the hell of it. who knows right?

now playing: Something for Kate
still reading: Triple - Ken Follett

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

These are a few of my favourite things

In no particular order [except His Lordship goes first]

My pets - His Lordship, the ruler of all that he surveys



So cute




and of course the fish at work - Othello and Jan [and their mates,the Melbourne Cup windup horses l-r Nads, Whykickamoocow, Mr Smithers, Glue Factory]



Oh just one more of His Lordships silky pelt

this one is obvious

Music

yes I am a nerd

my O2 xda



which is shortly going to be replaced by it's big brother the xda II so I'll have to update you later in the week. There's nothing it doesn't do and I'd be lost without it!

the ultimate combination

Coffee and donuts

another fine combination

chocolate with peanuts/peanut butter... mmmmm...

some more fave things

I am not an alcoholic I just happen to have a bit of booz in the house



ahhhh cinnyvod....

hey how'd that get there?!

don't do this at home kiddies.



baaad!

another fave thing

Interiors magazines



Closely related to books and reading but this is more of a passion so it get it's own fave thing slot. I read waaaay too many.

oh look another fave

Books



As you know I'm going through a Ken Follet thing at the moment. So this is a combined KF and books fave thing. This is where I'm up to on Triple ;}

pretty green and pink things

Flowers and greenery



In particular echeveria. They kinda look like flowers. This one sends out hot pink and yellow flower spikes in summer.

and of course there's you

My blog

you sing a sad song just to turn it around

Well I'm not allowed to go back to work yet. I'm aiming for tomorrow so we'll see. I'm feeling much better though I'm still coughing and spluttering. So much so that it gives me a headache, thank fuck for paracetamol - it's just kicked in.

Had elevenses with my Ma yesterday and had a pretty depressing conversation about my life at present and it made me realise how stuck I really am. I can't go and I don't want to stay. I want to break out of my comfort zone but why? I've got a pretty goodish job with excellent pay and good friends and my family is all here but I want to go Elsewhere where I know few people and have no firm job prospects. I need to earn a certain amount to be able to pay the morgage and bills and I realise that I've got it pretty good here. So is it a case of better the devil you know? I just keep talking myself in circles. For every Pro I find a Con and I just don't know what to do. Flip a coin? I think half of it is that I'm just so unsatisfied with my life that I think a big change will shake things up. Reshuffle the cards a little to see what else can come up instead of the hand I've got now. Like I said, I've got a pretty comfy life [no one to share it with though] but I'm not happy and I feel I should be. This all leads back to that ole question - what is it going to take to make me happy? I should be satisfied. I've got a great house, cool car, good job, good friends. But no. I'm not happy. I'm restless and I want more. More of what I have no idea.

Would having someone in my life make me happy? Yes but that's just dumb. I should be able to make myself happy. So why can't I? Why do I need to be in love to be happy with my life? Is it just all the chemicals that rush round your body when you're in love that I need? It just feels so weak to say that I need someone else to make me happy. Maybe it's just human nature that we don't like to be alone?

Okay this is going nowhere so I'm going to go and finish off the top 10 while it's still sunny and go and walk off this mood.

now playing: the radio
now reading: Triple by Ken Follett [who else? Just finished Code to Zero by KF which was a bit interesting as it's about a NASA rocket launch in the 50's. I finished the book and on the news that night they reported the windscreen falling out of the current scheduled NASA launch]

Monday, July 18, 2005

skin full of symptoms say

Well all this being sick is doing me wonders. I think I needed some quality me time even if i don't really remember much of last week's comatose blur. I think that I really needed to clear that gunk from my body and mind. Had a major attack of the domestic goddessness and totally cleaned the house from top to bottom. EVEN scrubbed the shower AND did 3 loads of washing. Not to mention actually doing some gardening and sorting out my paperwork and organising the office. His Lordship has loved having me all to himself all week. You should have seen the look on his face as I was walking out the door this morning... "And where do you think YOU'RE going with MY lap???" heheheh he's happy now.

And why am I not at work today you ask? They wouldn't let me come back! I got kicked out of the office! I did actually go in this morning but I'm still coughing like a bastard and they want me to keep my germs to myself. How rude! Don't they know that sharers are carers ;} So I'm going to do some work at home today... well maybe... ;}

It's quite cold in the house today so I'm thinking of grabbing the laptop and sitting in the sun with His Lordship on my lap. Actually today would be a good day to complete my pictorial top 10 because it's actually sunny! That sounds like way more fun than working really. Okay that's settled it. It's all your fault! Look at what you're making me do!

You know it still weirds me out that people link to my blog or actually read it for that matter. It just surprises me that anyone would want to do that. I don't really think I'm that special [well we all know that I'm pretty speeeshal but y'know] or interesting. Odd but cockle warming. Hi!

I wonder if I'll be allowed to go back to work tomorrow? heheh I hope not!

Oh and guess what? I won a cd off the radio! Now I've gotta go and pick it up and they're out in bloody whoopwhoop... oh well.

Well I'm off to wander the streets and finish off the top 10. Hopefully I'll be back with some happy snaps for ya. AND maybe I'll even get around to posting everything else I've been promising for the last coupla weeks. [Except part 2 of that other email, I don't think I want to post that... it's a bit TOO personal if that makes sense after all the other personal stuff I've posted... this just crosses that line a little too far] we'll see.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

But wait there's more

Just one more before I go - a friend sent me this and I laughed so hard I choked on my snot ;}

http://www.flickr.com/photos/stoned-thor/sets/274424/show/

It's official, the dead has risen

If only I was brave enough to post a pic of how I look at this precise moment... you'd believe zombies have come to town uuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I've been in bed since last Friday! I'm a little bit scared at how the past 6 days have just flown past in a blur. I've been sick with the "feel 90 yrs old with one easy virus" flu and have practically been comatose in bed. I wish I could remember some of the scary delirious dreams I've had but I'm just left with a cold sweaty vague memory. uhhhhhhhhh...

It's times like this that I wish I wasn't single. It'd be so nice to have someone to bring me juice and stroke my hair while I sleep. *sigh* sorry I'm still delirious ;}

Pretty appalling about the London bombings. Makes me think that Australia is overdue for some terror tragedy. That kablooied bus is the thing that sticks in my mind, it's just been peeled like a banana. The thing that shits me in all this is that channel 7 are trumpeting the fact that they broke the news first! whooopdedooo, who cares? It's a fucking tragedy so naturally you've got to milk as much out of it as possible.... cheapshots. This is kinda one tragedy too many for me. I just can't watch it anymore. I feel so sorry for the families of the victims but I just can't watch the constant news coverage.

It's going to be interesting for the Olympics. I lived in London for 6 months and the city is already overcrowded so to have 1 million odd tourists flood the city is going to bust it at the seams. I have no idea where they're going to put them all. Maybe most of the residents will offkapiss somewhere while it's on. It's funny, I remember being on a train and having a bomb scare that forced the train to stop. Someone had left their briefcase on the platform and they stopped the train just before the platform so that we were still in the tunnel. No one was too fussed about it at the time. The dude eventually collected his case and the world went on a usual. I haven't thought about that since it happened. I'll have to tell you some London tales sometime.

Anyway I'm feeling a tad better today and in some ways it's been good to have some quality rest time. I've been doing a lot of thinking and I really need to get my shit together and grow up a little more. I'm such a dumbass sometimes and I really need to get it together. I feel really motivated - if only I didn't feel like shit so that I could actually start doing stuff... uuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

Getting it together action plan + New financial Year resolutions coming later. [heheh no I'm not procrastinating already I just can't focus on the screen any longer cuz my eyes are sore] Might come back later on tonight and continue, off to have a nice hot shower and a cuppa soup.

now playing: the thumping in my head
now reading: Code to Zero - Ken Follett [the last of my KF books so gotta find something to read after this one - any recommendations?]

Thursday, July 07, 2005

move along folks, nothin to see here

I feel really restless, unsatisfied and cranky - just blah. Small things are pissing me off and one person at work in particular is really giving me the shits. Keeps talking over me when I'm talking and it's really starting to bug me. I think it's because he's old and half deaf but grrrrrrrr! I'm going to test his hearing because I want to know. He's gotten pretty vague recently so I dunno if there's something going on there. Patience Grasshopper.

Not much to say today. Went to the dentist and I've gotta get a filling. Getting my nails filled in about an hour then dins with K8. I'm kinda not in the mood but it should be cool.

blah

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Second chances are too few and far between

Well it's been a busy coupla days hence the no posting. Just realised I haven't posted since last Wednesday - how is that possible!! I know you missed me :]

Well I'm back in the good books at work. Had a meeting with my big boss this morning and he said that he's happy now. YAY! I knew my fuckwit ex boss had painted me in a bad picture so I'm glad that I've cleared that shit up! It's funny because he managed to freak me out yesterday.... his internal extension was 9666 [gee what does that say to you] and yesterday I get a call and my caller ID flashes up with 9666... what the fuck!! BUT it wasn't him. They've actually moved his extension to one of our consultants office. talk about a freak out! fuckwit

Anyway I've got my draft New financial Years resolutions but I haven't got time tonight to refine them so I'll whack them up later. And I'm still working on my fave top 10 in pictorial glory but if it would ever stop raining so that I could finish taking pix that would be great. You wouldn't think that this country was gripped by the worst drought in 20 years. It's still not green but it's been pretty shite weather. So they're still on the boil, be patient and quit buggin me! ;}

Why is it that I always have to sneeze AFTER I've put on my mascara??? Just doan geddit

I think I've turned into a real navy/army/airforce groupie - saw the news that the USS Kittyhawk has arrived in Sydney on the weekend and 5000 sailors have hit town... My favorite companion for breakfast, Sunrise, had Grant the weatherman aboard the ship chatting with a super tall cute sailor - ahoy there matey! I'm thinking hmmm wonder if I can get the day off to go to Sydney ;} dunno what it is about a man in uniform... they certainly write some interesting blogs.

ANYWAY dreamt that I was snogging Vincent D'Onofrio as Det. Goran last night. It was really weird because it was going along the storylines of the book I'm reading at the moment. Considering that he was the last thing I saw on the box last night and I was reading before I fell asleep I'm not surprised but it's just interesting how things like that filter into my dreams. I've been having a lot of kissing dreams recently, hello subconscious. Just thought I'd share...

I was sent some clever quotes today:

QUOTES TO LIVE BY

Gardening Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant.

The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement.

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

There are two kinds of pedestrians -- the quick and the dead.

Life is sexually transmitted.

An unbreakable toy is useful for breaking other toys.

If quitters never win, and winners never quit, then who is the fool who said, "Quit while you're ahead?"

Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.

The only difference between a rut and a grave is the depth.

Get the last word in: Apologize.

Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach that person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks.

Some people are like Slinkies . . not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.

Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing.

Whenever I feel blue, I start breathing again.

Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents?

Politics is supposed to be the second oldest profession. I have come to realize that it bears a very close resemblance to the first.

How is it one careless match can start a forest fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire?


Now playing: Seether
Still reading: Night over Water - Ken Follett [haven't even had time to read!]